Stream of Consciousness 6

So basically I'm just procrastinating.
Also I'm waiting for my history teacher to email us the quiz we are supposed to take. He was supposed to send it yesterday morning or Tuesday evening. That way we had two days to take it and send it back to him before Friday. But no- he still has not sent it out and I still cannot take it.

And as long as I'm talking about school:  Throughout all of high school I've been able to push the thoughts of "This is useless" and "You don't even need to know this" out of my head and suppress them to the back of my mind. But a few weeks ago, sitting in Algebra 2 listening to my teacher explain the different ways to solve polynomial expressions, everything crashed down on me. It's like I couldn't get over the thought that I was wasting all of my time.
And now I haven't been able to bounce back to my old mindset that perhaps it will help me some day.
Help me......

So Valentine's day is tomorrow.... I remember in Elementary school when everyone was required to bring little store-bought cards and then you go around to everyone's desk and place it in their little bag. And if you really liked a boy you'd give them an extra piece of chocolate or write a heart next to your name or something. Those were the days.....
Then in middle school I decided I was over passing out valentines. But the rest of my class wasn't so everyone gave out valentines except me and that was awkward.
And now in high school where Valentine's day isn't Rock Solid Approved but some people pass them out anyway and they're the creepy ones you print off from the internet that you probably can't show anyone.

Valentine's day is strange. Maybe once I actually start dating I'll understand it? I don't even know.

Well I really have nothing else to say. But once I stop blogging I'll have to do Chemistry. And Chemistry is one of the most pointless and also difficult things I have ever done. So I think I'll continue to blog....

What do you do when you know for a fact that someone is lying. They don't know you know but you know that their whole image is based off lies. What do you do? When they just start lying and looking everyone in the eye lying.
Do you call them out?
Do you confront them privately?
Do you do nothing?
I never know what to do in this situation. And it's a situation I find myself in quite often.....

My brother's graduating this semester. D: HE CAN'T GROW UP. HE CAN NEVER GROW UP. HE HAS TO STAY SEVENTEEN FOREVER. 

Those people who disagree with everyone just for the heck of it. STOP IT.

Oo. I just ordered new glasses. I can't wait until they show up.

Well, I guess that's all....

Much love,
Amanda <3